In fact, some people have been telling me that for a long time. Instead of becoming more confident I suspect I became addicted to the approval. And afraid to lose it.

But I am getting over that. Precisely the reason I am now pursuing *my* dream instead of conforming to the expectations of others.

Today I was contemplating my cubicle job, and how I was afraid to ask my boss for what I wanted (to go part-time) for fear that he would fire me.

And then thought about the fact that he is constantly saying what an awesome writer I am and how he can’t find anyone else up to my standard. Why would he just throw that away? Am I insane? He NEEDS me!

Thanks again – I don’t suppose I could impose on you for a regular pants kicking? Or maybe just more great advice?

“If you want the best, hire me. If you want something second-rate, hire someone else. It’s simple.”